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Friday
-Fatty Boom Boom's birthday.
-Went to Holland Village to celebrate.
-Only 3 person. Fatty, Taylor and me.
-Went to Orchard Road to do some shopping after that.
-Taylor bought 3 hairbands. She looks good with hairbands.
-On our way to dinner, S and A suddenly came to my mind again.
-Cos it's friday. We used to hang out every friday. I'm always happy hanging out with them. :(
-I did'nt really contact them for 2 weeks and so I really missed them.
-Therefore, I asked my friends Fatty and Taylor what should I do?
-I've mentioned this before, S and A's attitude changed alot this few weeks, they seems to be avoiding me and is not as nice as what they were before.
-Fatty gave me his suggestions.
-He told me to contact them and try to clarify things.
-There's a possibility of me being suspicious and actually there's nothing wrong at all.
-And so I tried to sms S and A to ask them whether they wanna hang out with me.
-Waited for some time but they did'nt reply and so I assumed that they are just not interested in being friends with me anymore.
-And so, I decided to call Hzl. Hzl is a nice guy. I met him around a year ago, the 2nd time I went to a gay club. He's still nice to me although I did'nt contact him for almost half a year.
-He told me that he would be free on friday and if I feel like hanging out, I can simply sms him and he would be able to make it.
-Hzl told me that he can only make it there around 11 plus because he was watching a movie with his other friends and so, i told him okay then, I'll sms him again to confirm on the location we can meet.
-Awww, S replied.
-He told me he would be hanging out later he think.
-And so I told him yeah, I'm also still with my friends and so we could meet up around 11pm at the pub we usually go or something.
-Then he did'nt reply again.
-I really wanna meet S and A. I wanna ask them, did I do anything wrong?
-I went home to change and headed straight to the MRT station.
-My plan is, I'll call S to confirm everything. If everything's fine, I'll ask Hzl if we could meet another day. We actually do have another plan on sunday and meeting up on friday, Hmm.. I think he's just doing me a favour. So I'm pretty sure he's fine if we don't meet.
-I called S several times and he finally answered the third time I called.
-He told me that he's in a pub and so I told him that I would be there shortly and please wait for me.
-So, Instead of taking a train, I took a cab.
-I texted Hzl that maybe we should just meet on sunday.
-But he told me that he will still be clubbing as he will be bringing some friends along with him.
-He told me to still join him and to solve my problems with my friends, S and A another day.
-And so I decided to first meet S and A and then I'll join Hzl later.
-I reached there 15 minutes later.
-Rushed into the pub. Where were S and A? No, they were not there anymore.
- -_-''''
-I went looking for them at other pubs nearby but they were not there.
-Tried calling them but they didnt answer. Their phones were then turned off after awhile.
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-Why? Why? Why? I thought we could be best friends.
-I thought we could get along really well? What happened?

FORTUNATELY, I saw a group of friends in a particular pub while I was looking for S and A.
-They told me to join them. They are friends who introduced me the aj community.
-They are still nice, I thought they would be angry with me as I did'nt really contact them for sometime. If u guys remember, I've mentioned that I was out of the aj world for quite sometime.
-One of them even mentioned about giving me some freelance work to do and so I can earn some money from it. That's a blessing isn't it. Hope that he would call me again to discuss about the details of the free lance work.
-I left them after awhile when Hzl reached.
-We went to a club. Was approached by a guy there. He's 29. But small frame.
-I was a little drunk that day and so I'm not very concious.
-I chatted with him and he seems to be a nice guy.
-We exchanged contacts and he also introduced his friends to me.

Saturday
-Grandma house. Need to show more care and concern to my grandma. My uncle just passed away and she's really affected.
-Hanging around with my little cousins who was also there made me feel less depressed.
-Kids are also happy and so I'll tend to think less hanging around with them.
P.S. That guy I met in the club yesterday,let's call him B. He's really into me. Keep texting me and calling me the whole time. I felt irritated. And I suddenly think that I might be doing that to S and A and they felt irritated too. So they decided to avoid me. -_-"" haha

Sunday
-Went home in the evening
-Will be hanging out with Hzl later in the night.
-Hoping to meet some new friends in the club later. I've never been to that club before.
-Was really looking forward to it. Hoping to meet some hot guys or maybe girls there.
-When I was on my way out, B called. I answered his call thinking that I should be nice.
-BUT, he told me that he would be going as well and would wanna join me.
-WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! possessive!!!!!!!!
-Suddenly got no mood to club anymore.
-Damn it. He's really an insensitive guy.
-I started comparing my behaviours towards S and A with him again.
-Because we have the same horoscope.
-I think I'm a little like him too.
-I'm now in S and A's shoes. Haha. fuck!!!!!!!
-I'm freaking irritated but I have no choice other than being nice as B is a nice guy.
-Now I know how S and A feel. Hmpf.
-Taylor told me not to care as he's not even my boyfriend.

EVERYTHING TURNED OUT THE WAY I'VE IMAGINED
-B's there. What can I do. I can't approach hot guys there.
-There are many there!!! And alot was interested in me
-But that damn B kept coming near me and wanted to hold my hands.
-DAMN!!!!
-Those hot guys! Please wait for me. I'll be back!!! Muack! haha
-Obviously. I left the club freaking early. No FUN wat!!

-Ok. B is a nice guy. But he is too sissy and aggressive for me.
-He's also old but not very mature
-I want someone who is much better than me to be my partner. Someone who I can look up to but B's not.
-I DON'T WANT TO DIVE INTO A RELATIONSHIP IMPULSIVELY!!
-I want to take my time.
-B is not really the one.
-I have no confident to be in a relationship with him.
-No confident at all.. I hope u guys know what i mean. Haha.